Author: sabilar
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2022 Recap
Are you curious about how I spent 2022? I’ll share a bit detail than in a realm. 1. Healing process Not so pessimist in the first month of 2022, like everyone else I jotted down some goals to face a new year. Started with healing processes journey that I ought to complete. It was really…
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Tirakat (Redemption)
What does Tirakat mean? have you ever heard about Tirakat as Indonesians? some of you may have understood from great-grandpa, parents, uncle, or another sibling. it’s not a new term in the modern era as Millenials tend to be attracted to tech, and modern lifestyles. Tirakat is more like spiritual worship, a Javanese term. First…
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Traveling note #JabalRahmah
Marriage is like formulating a journal. You have to start on the same page to create a new chapter. Each party could write with various tools whether pencil, pen, brush, water brush, chalk, and so on. Or if you are starting with digital, you would get a much easier way? Who knows. Once you had…
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Living life as a wanderer (again)
when exactly I felt that way to quit? To answer this question, I dont really care when it’s exactly. May it be from the early I step out from hometown or in the middle of college life. I just follow my guts to decide what’s better next come to me and I have been viewing…
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6 years of a career journey
On 14th Friday is the last day at the start-up as a full-time worker. one month ago I decided to come back to Bali and focus on gaining more skillset as an unprivileged entrepreneur. The ideas was changing after I did one hour of therapy with my psychologist. I can take control of myself including…
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3 incredible things when I performed the pilgrimage
In the previous post, I have written about how the umrah started. Disclaimer, I don’t want this writing to expose the arrogance of being a believer particularly Muslim. I am not the typical person who forces people to believe certain experiences. Believing in Islam has never been easy for me in the first place though…
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A thought about marriage #1
Disclaimer: I am single and never married before, it is just POV since most of my friends talked about this. I’ll try to insert other references for profound understanding. my trash seems so serious huh? In real life, it’s a casual conversation for daily digest. I still love 9gag and ‘crunchy’ jokes. Oh, government memes…
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The orphanage
I wasn’t going to the orphanage for 2 months. That was a sudden stop by in the middle of the afternoon. Not expect anything. I imagine would be like the previous visit, tuck an envelope under the door and that is. I am lost in my mind on that day. Why I do have so…
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Fear within you
I have been thinking about this for 2 weeks ago since some of my friends said to me that I am a fearless person. Hey, who doesn’t have it?. Talking about fear is the same as facing other emotions. Either come of us did understand well how to come up with it despite many of…
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Turn back to Mecca
I can’t move on from Her. Completely random thoughts for 2 weeks left Mecca in the morning. After having a pilgrimage to Mecca, I felt better and better. My mental health was completely healed. Since then, the personal affairs were seamlessly graceful. From that moment, emptiness coming to me again, questioning many things in my…
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